Dear
Parishioners,
As I write
my weekly message today, I am sick. I went to the doctor yesterday, was given a
couple prescriptions to be filled and
was told to rest. So far I have been listening to the doctor’s recommendation and I
am sleeping a lot.
Like many
people, I usually just keep going and
going until something forces me to stop.
I am reminded, at times like these, of my many limitations and the need
to take care of myself.
My illness
also gets me thinking about those who have much more severe problems than I
do—those who are hospitalized, those
in nursing homes or assisted living facilities and the homebound or shut-ins.
Sickness is
certainly no fun. Many people get
frustrated by it. It is downright depressing for others. It can be painful for us just to watch a friend or loved-one suffer with an illness. Seeing a child with a serious disease or illness
more than breaks my heart.
This past
weekend I preached about picking up our
crosses and following Jesus—the command given in St. Luke’s Gospel (Lk. 9:
18-24). Sickness can certainly be a cross. Whether it is physical illness, mental
suffering, or both, I suspect most of us want to petition God for relief like Jesus did in his agony in the garden: “Father, if you are willing, take this
cup away from me . . .” (Lk. 22:42)
In general, sickness reminds me that this life on
earth—no matter how many good things
it holds for us—still involves some form of suffering and pain at various
times. It re-focuses my mind on the fact
that life in this world is only temporary. Set your heart on the greater things . . .
the spiritual things. Someday I hope
to experience a heaven without
sickness, suffering, death or pain.
Someday.
I suspect
that soon enough I will be back on my feet, out and about as usual. In the meantime, this temporary inconvenience
is once again telling me to slow down and rest a while. Be
grateful for your usual good health and overall well-being. Sometimes it needs to be taken away so that
you realize what you have.
I guess I
have much too much time to think right now.
Fr. Ed Namiotka
Pastor